It is good there where we are not present?
Have discharged from office, has sworn with parents or with the husband, it would be desirable changes? At times all so bothers, that all would be desirable to throw and leave far-far and to begin a new, fine life somewhere in other country. And whether you are ready to it? One business if you there have relatives, friends, or you have invited abroad to work. But if to go it is not known where, it is simple because pulls to conditions change …. Allow to tell to you about one my girlfriend:
Her name is … not important, what is her name, let's it name simple my girlfriend. We have got acquainted, about 10 years ago in pioneer camp. She lived in a small city in Uzbekistan. And when has left school, has got over in capital – Tashkent. Here she at first studied in lycée at institute of foreign languages, has then arrived in the same institute. We periodically communicated with it, it invariably cheered me up: smiling, always ready to help, cheerful. In her life, apparently, there was only one grief – the daddy. At first, when it was the child, the daddy did not allow to go to it in jeans and forced to carry dresses to toe (I remember how it went in camp in jeans and when it was necessary to be photographed, it changed clothes in a dress). When she has grown, the daddy has aimed to marry her. Fortunately, it constantly had objective reasons to postpone a marriage: At first 4 years of training at institute, then it has arrived in a magistracy that has granted it still a delay for 2 years.
At institute it has learnt in perfection French and Spanish languages. Languages in general are given to it easily: she equally well speaks and writes in Russian, Uzbek, English, French and Spanish. In parallel with study it began to work as the guide-translator in one travel company. And then it … was gone …
Approximately a year later I was called by our general acquaintance and has told, that our heroine lives in America. Lives there illegally, therefore not too often contacts. Then it and itself has sent the electronic letter in which has written that lives in Miami, and again was gone …
There have passed some years, and, at last, we have met! Have However, met only on the Internet, on one of social sites. There there are its photos: in mini, on hairpins (the poor daddy!) on the person all the same wide smile, but in eyes, seems to me, slips something sad. I ask:
- As you have appeared in America?
Answers:
- If you remember, I worked in round. Agency. … the guide speaking in several languages … was necessary to them. Me have directed on training to America … but there I "have sent" all … could not find the lawyer … so I as all "illegal immigrants", I do not know how many it will last … now I live in New York … last year at me there was a possibility to marry, but I suddenly was frightened …
She writes only in English. Has forgotten Russian? Is afraid of something? Its time it is difficult to understand:
- I two times went on courses to improve English, but it still dreadful. Freely I speak in French and Spanish … I try to receive certificates while unsuccessfully … all has bothered … sometimes I feel isolated … here all another, all not such … I go mad sometimes …
- And how you have got to New York?
- At first I was in Miami, then simply took the ticket to New York as that girl … in the beginning oooooochen it was heavy … oooochen much cried …. Here I work in cafe … barista – not the best work, but last time here is very difficult to find work so while it suits me …
I hope, very much I hope, that it is happy, though, reading its letters, in it is trusted hardly:
- Awfully I want home … I think, you know, why … I hope, sometime to a smog to arrange it … at first I cried … now much, I think, became heartless, I do not cry any more so much … I laugh … much
Here also there lives in huge America the small girl from a small Uzbek city which could throw the house and prestigious work, but now cannot return ….
Considering, what hardly probable not the unique chance for the illegal emigrant in America «to leave a shade» is to marry, that, it would be desirable to wish it, e … happiness in private life, whether that?

Comments (2).
Often people leave to live there ….mnogie ask that pulls there??? My best girlfriend has left to live in NY one year ago … It is happy, I it see, I hear, I feel. She all life dreamt to live there. Asked, that it there pulls - the life there another answers, that, people are kinder, things, meal, it is enamoured in this country
Strangely enough, the girl about whom I have written, all life dreamt to live in France, and in NY it has appeared casually.
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